All About Me Survey ♥♥♥

This was a survey created by my friend in FB and I answered it on June 16, 2011 at 5:23pm

Name : Wan Sona Afzan Binti Wan Mohd Nasseerudin

Birthday : 12th July 1988

Eye Color : Dark Brown..

Hair Color : Black

Right or Left Handed : Left

Your Strengths : passionate, positive minded, high level of confidence, love to try new things, kind, soft-hearted, etc..

Your Weaknesses : speak in public..my BIGGEST weakness ever!! but i can definitely sing in public..^_^

Your Fears : to lose someone i love

Your Favorite Food : tom yam..yummy..♥♥♥

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year : increase my CGPA to 3.50..insyaAllah

First Thoughts When Waking Up : FB

Your Most Missed Memory : my first year in UTM..wish i could turn back time and score every semester..

Pepsi or Coke : neither

Single or Group Dates : single

Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolate

Do You Smoke : hell no!!

Do You Swear : hmm, sometimes..thanks to my course which keeps me swearing every semester due to the final submission..

Have You Been In Love : yes, of course..

Do You Want To Get Married : yes..haruslah..=)

Do You Want To Have Kids : yes..i love kids..♥♥♥

Your Favorite Color : pink, red, black, white..

What Kind Or Car Do You Drive : i can't drive..daeng!!

Do You Have A Job : part time seller at pasar malam, facilitator of Al-Falah Training and Consultancy

Do You Have A Boyfriend : right now..no

Fave TV Show : fun variety show - MAHARAJA LAWAK, RUNNING MAN

Fave Movie : romantic movie - A WALK TO REMEMBER, LETTERS TO JULIET, HE'S JUST NOT INTO YOU

What Are You Thinking right Now : who am i after i graduate?? will i be able to graduate in archie thingy?? huh~~

Have You Ever Cheated On Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend : never..honestly, i'm truly a loyal person..

Have You Ever Been Cheated On : three times..stupid me!!

Do You Have Any Pets : no..i love animals but i just don't want to keep any of it..

Whats The First Thing That You Notice About The Opposite Sex : the smile on his face..

Your Best Physical Feature : everything i have now is the best..^_^ alhamdulillah

Most Overused Phrase : bapak r..hehe..i like to use that word..

Love or Money : love..♥♥♥

Kiss or Hug : hug..meh pelok2 meh..=)

The Biggest Life Lesson Learned So Far : be what you wanna be, don't be what others wanna see..

Biggest Pet Peeve : i had to clean the cat's poop myself but it's not my cat..it's my dad's cat..grrr~

Worst Habit : biting finger nails..especially when i'm in a freaking scary mood..

Your Zodiac Sign : Cancer

Do You Love Someone Or Miss Someone Right Now : yes..very much and i hope he misses me too..♥♥♥

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST

~yona_afzan~

Hanya aku..

Masing2 ada masalah sendiri,

Masalah dunia, masalah peribadi,
Yang membezakan adalah macam mana seseorang itu handle masalah yang dilalui.

Memang orang cakap, umur2 aku ni, semua orang kawen.
Nak2 perempuan.
Sebab utaman adalah tak mahu dicop andartu atau tak laku.
Tapi, dah nak buat macam mana lagi,
Jodoh belum ketemu atau mungkin belum sampai seru.

Takkan nak main pakai aci boleh, terkam yang mana jumpa.
Sebab aku pasti semua yang kawen nak kekal sampai syurga.
Alangkan kalau nak beli kasut pun kena riki2,
Inikan pulak calon suami yang bakal sehidup semati.

Entah la, letih memikirkan pasal benda ni.
Sebab terang2 tertulis ni semua rahsia Ilahi.
Bukan boleh scan tengok nama dekat dahi.
Doa dah doa, mungkin belum sampai masanya lagi.
Ada la tu yang terbaik untuk aku, kau dan kita semua. 

InsyaAllah..

Doaku selalu,
Tuhan kirimkanlah aku,
Kekasih yang baik hati,
Yang mencintai aku,
Apa adanya..

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST 

~yona_afzan~

A walk to remember...

When life doesn't turn up the way it's been expected,
Yet it turns out to be upside down,
When life slams you hard on the ground,
Find strength and pick courage to lift you up,
Because there's no turning back in life,
Let go of what's been done,
Keep on walking and moving forward,
Though it may be slower than before,
Never ever ever give up,
You never know what may comes throughout the journey..
#havefaith

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST 

~yona_afzan~

Aku yang sekarang dah bukan yang dulu..

Huhu,

Abang aku baru lepas call tadi, ucap terima kasih sebab aku pos barang baby untuk anak dia a.k.a anak buah pertama aku. Haih, baru cakap sikit, si abang suruh balik tengok baby tapi mata dah berkaca-kaca, dah beria mengalir bagai. Awek cengeng gak aku ni.

Dulu, aku langsung tak macam ni kot. Konon-konon tuff enuf, tu la aku yang dulu. Aku ingat lagi time sekolah menengah yang sangat demm tu, ada member aku suruh aku mintak pelepasan dekat cikgu kelas untuk tengok sukan sekolah. Yang bestnya, aku masa tu baru balik semula ke sekolah dari bercuti sakan ambil sendiri di rumah. Orang balik rumah tiga hari, jumaat sampai ahad. Ahad masuk sekolah balik. Aku tak. Jumaat balik rumah, rabu depan baru nampak muka dekat sekolah. Sebab aku giler benci pergi sekolah, jadi aku buat perangai hanya dengan cara tu. Oleh sebab aku yang jenis nampak macam ala-ala dungu, so aku tolong la bajet 'member' boleh geng dekat sekolah ni untuk mintak izin. Dan, cikgu tu pun memberi keizinan dengan mudahnya.

Jadi, petangnya yang sepatutnya kitorang kena gi prep ni, pergi la tengok sukan sekolah yang mana ada sukan yang dipertandingkan. Kiranya, acara-acara saringan la. Hari sukan sekolah tu masa hari sabtu. Aku tak layan sangat sukan sekolah sebab aku tak berapa nak masuk dengan budak-budak sekolah tu. Yang aku ingat, 'member' konon aku tu ada minat kat pelari sekolah. So, dia maybe nak tengok budak tu kot. Jadi, tu la sebab utama aku tolong dia.

Nak dijadikan cerita, nama pun sekolah asrama. Petang dengan malam kitorang ada prep. Jadi, dengan tak semena-mena, nama aku dipanggil oleh PK HEM. Aku pun dah tak ingat nama dia siapa. Aku ingat kesalahan aku sebab selalu balik lambat asal dapat cuti balik rumah. Namun, sayangnya itu bukan sebab aku dipanggil. Aku dipanggil atas alasan menjadi "ketua" bagi kelas aku untuk tidak menghadiri something yang aku tak ingat apa dia yang kitorang wajib pergi petang tadi instead kitorang gi tengok sukan. Aku cakap la, aku dah mintak kebenaran semua dari ada cikgu tu dan dah dapat kebenaran semua. Lepas tu, aku bagitau yang aku tak tahu pun kitorang ada apa-apa acara petang tadi sebab alasan aku baru balik malam semalam. 

Cikgu tu bukan main marah la dekat aku dok provoke aku ni anak murid apa-apa semua. Sayang sekali, aku punya bangang, tak terfikir langsung nak sebut nama "member" tu dekat cikgu yang tengah menyirap mintak pekena air sirap. Aku siap boleh buat muka bangsat sebab dalam hati masa tu, memang dok menyumpah lahanat dekat konon-konon "member" aku tu. Waima, cikgu tu cakap mak bapak aku bernasib malang dapat anak macam aku pun aku boleh buat muka bingai macam mintak kena lempang je waktu tu. Hati tengah sebal, kot. Tak de air mata yang mengalir pun.

Tapi, tu semua dulu. Kau cakap la apa benda sekalipun dekat aku, pasal yang menyentuh mak bapak, mati sekalipun, aku boleh buat muka bangang je. Cuba la cakap pasal benda-benda tu sekarang, mau setangki kot aku nangis. Orang sebut pasal mak bapak orang lain pun aku boleh leleh, ini kan pulak pasal mak bapak sendiri. Tu belum lagi nangis asal Abg Hairol recall masa program Al-Falah. Orang recall adik-adik program, aku yang jadi fasilitator ni siap pergi di sebalik tiang dok nangis sorang-sorang.. :')

Aku yang sekarang bukan yang dulu..

Dulu nampak bangang, sekarang try buat aku bengang..

Tak payah pakai santau, aku bagi silat kuntau..

Aku tak perlu member palat, yang perangai macam pacat..

:: ps: saya tak suka sekolah saya sebab @$$&%^$^"$<$&@$%^@$%. Sekian..

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST 

~yona_afzan~

write yourself a love letter by SOULPANCAKE

Sebelum ni, tak pernah terfikir pun untuk bagi surat chenta dekat diri sendiri. So far, aku rasa aku pernah bagi 3 pucuk surat cinta dekat boys. Hehe.. Oleh sebab time sekolah dulu terlebih confident dengan diri sendiri, makanya surat-surat tersebut telah terbagi kepada mereka dan satu lagi pada dia yang aku dok tergila dulu. Tapi, itu semua dulu..

Write yourself a love letter merupakan sebuah video project daripada SoulPancake. Ye, aku baru lepas tonton short video ini yang mengambil masa kurang dari 4 minit aku namun sedikit sebanyak telah menyedarkan dan soalan yang sedang bermain di dalam kepala hotak aku bahawa adakah aku betul-betul sayang diri aku sendiri.

So, the letter begins like this..

__________________________________________________________________________________________

Dearie Afzan, 

I've already known you for almost 26 years. You are a lady now. How time flies. It's like you were just finishing your SPM yesterday and suddenly you've become a grown-up woman. 

You're a strong woman, but only on surface cause i know deep down inside you're like a little girl who are still searching for the right path to take in life. You've been in so much obstacles throughout the years yet you seem to be fine in the eyes of the people around, because you don't want them to see the tears in your eyes thus you fake your own smile.

Though you have lots of pain in you, never look down on yourself. Try to love yourself more. You will never find love in others if there's none of it in you. Because love comes from pure heart and you can't just simply have it if you don't mend your own heart. Try not to be so heartless, even though you try to act calm and just ignore whatever they say about you whether it's good or bad. Because inside, you're still hurt with what they say about you.

Try to be normal for a bit. Because you try so damn hard to please the one you love. And you act like a weirdo just because you want them to like you but then, you just hate what you did. Because in the end, you will end up regretting what have you done until now. 

You have a lot of anger in yourself because of the past. Forgive is the best medicine to release the anger and try to forget regretful things that had been done, either by you or others. You like to put all the blames to yourself and redha on what has got in your way. Stand up on your feet and fight for yourself after this.

But then again, the good side of you is the one that made me so lucky to have you. 

You are humble and don't like to seek for attention, like you just standing at the corner of the room with a lot of people and just stare at their behavior. You tend to make people enjoy to be around you because of your dumb jokes. Abg Hairol used to tease you to be his partner and join Raja Lawak. You are an enjoyable kind of person who likes to play around and easy-going even with strangers.

You like to help people though you know you will be in trouble yourself after that. You don't seek for rewards but smiles when you give help to others.You're very supportive when it comes to high up people's self-motivation. 

You know you can be an achiever in this world. Do not lose hope though life sometimes' going up and down, like a roller coaster.

Last but not least,

Bring yourself more to Allah because He is The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful. 

Have faith in Him, because He knows best for His slave.

I am grateful to be with you and I would never want someone else to replace you.

Love you, always.

~ Afzan ~

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST 

~yona_afzan~